///y/o/u///

you are/:

//man-lover/soul-savior/sin-bearer/death-destroyer/grace-giver/fault-forgiver

tear-dryer/head-lifter/hand-holder/heart-healer/eye-opener/mind-freer/peace-provider

home-builder/kingdom-constructor/dream-designer/miracle-maker/.../...

.../god//.

onethirtynine

with my indifference and apathy

i have built a fence around me

and i wrap my pain in cellophane

before you all my life lays plain

all hiding and pretending is in vain

i can't put a wall before your eyes

can't wear a mask, cannot disguise

myself, my situation, how i look...

for you read me like an open book

got me tangling on a silver hook

when i feel far - you are near

even if i rise up into the atmosphere

hiding at the far side of the sea of tears

high on the wings of dawn, but all alone

if i make my bed in the deep darkness

of my idolatry and very selfishness

you are there, all the time and everywhere

there is no way i can ever be or stay

out of your tender grasp, your reach

my brazen boundaries you've breached

you know my feelings and my every thought

the secrets of my heart you've caught

where can i go from your spirit?

where can i flee from your presence?